Newsletter - September 2013

Dear friends,

Two new channelings

We are delighted to offer you two new channelings from Jeshua:

- Levels of connection with the soul

Jeshua explains the relationship between “you” and “your soul”. Your soul is not something outside of you, you are part of it. But the soul does transcend earth reality and therefore holds a bigger perspective on life. Connecting with your soul makes you aware of this perspective and gives you a sense of purpose. Jeshua explains how deep contact with your soul is marked by a sense of peace and tranquillity. In this state, you are not very emotional, nor do you think much. Rather, there is a deep and quiet knowing which energetically resides in your abdomen.

Jeshua points out how there is also a more superficial connection with your soul, a kind of half-way connection, which may bring you visions and intuitive impressions, but may leave you imbalanced. Sensitive people easily reach out and tune into other people’s emotions for example. Lightworkers often fall in love with visions of the future which impassion them. If your connection with your soul is not fully grounded, i.e. attuned to the here-and-now, you risk feeling disappointed and disillusioned after a while. That is why Jeshua stresses the need for deep and full contact with the soul.

- Two types of darkness

There are two types of darkness: darkness one is about the outer events such as illness, divorce, etcetera that bring us sorrow, pain or disappointment. Darkness two is about our response to these outer events. Basically, we can say yes or no to what happens to us. Darkness one brings deep and intense emotions. It is natural to resist these at first; no one wants to feel sad, desperate or fearful. However, when we persist in saying “no” to what our life path brings us, when we refuse to surrender to the emotions rising within us, we fall into darkness two and this can turn into a much graver problem than darkness one. Jeshua speaks of both types of darkness and he shows us how we all to some extent have fallen into darkness two. Given the way most of us were raised, we have all become reluctant to really feel our deepest emotions and this resistance has stifled the natural flow of life in us. Jeshua offers suggestions to unlock our spontaneous and original state of being.

Personally, I (Pamela) have experienced in 2009 and 2010 what it is like to feel completely cut off from life, as I went through a deep depression and psychosis which lasted over 5 months. (In the end, I was hospitalized and recovered very well in the spring of 2010). During that time, I felt dead inside and I deeply wished I could feel emotions again, but it seemed impossible. Depression is the pinnacle of darkness two. I have recently published a book on this subject in The Netherlands, which I hope to translate and publish in English next year.

Heartfelt thanks to Maria Baes and Frank Tehan who translated and edited these two channelings!

Heart Centered Living (partly) available as audio file!

The first part of Heart Centered Living is now available as audio file on Our British lightworker-friend  Shaun MacLoughlin has generously offered to make audio recordings of the channelings and we are very thankful to him for the energy and the professional skills he put into this.

We have decided to offer these files on our website in an easy and accessible way. Go to and simply click on “Audio files - Heart Centered Living” in the menu on the left to listen to or download the files in mp3 format.
For people who have bought Heart Centered Living as a physical or E-book, we are happy to offer these recordings without charge. For people who haven’t bought the book, we kindly ask you to make a donation if the audio recordings are helpful or inspiring to you.

Shaun is currently recording the second part of Heart-Centered Living so the list of available recordings will grow in time. 

Shanghai workshops

Next month, we will travel to China and offer workshops in Shanghai on October 16, 19 and 20. We are touched and amazed by the fact that the Jeshua material has had such a big response from all over the world. We have never been to Asia before so it will be quite an adventure for us. The workshops will be offered by us in English and there will be a Chinese translator present. There are still a few places available. Below is the programme. For information on the practical details, please contact Fiona, one of our Chinese hosts, at

Programme Shanghai workshops

October 16 - Wednesday evening

Understanding the language of your soul

Your soul is the part of you that is divine and eternal. It survives death and it holds a wisdom that can help you live your life with purpose and understanding. How do you gain access to your soul’s wisdom; do you have to be a psychic or a medium to do so? No, you don’t. Your soul is talking to you all the time, through your feelings and body signals. The aim of this evening’s workshop is to understand the language of your soul and to feel for yourself what your soul wants to tell you right now.

Pamela will do a channeling in which she will connect with Jeshua and receive a message from him on how to connect with your soul and be aware of your life’s purpose. After the channeling, there will be room for questions and channeled answers. Gerrit will offer a guided meditation which will help you connect with your soul and understand its language.

Weekend workshop October 19&20

SATURDAY The work of your heart

In every human being, there is a natural desire to express who he or she is. When you express yourself and your unique gifts, you feel joyful and passionate, and you naturally encourage others to do the same. Doing the work of your heart is doing what you love the most and receiving what you need to live comfortably and happily. The aim of this workshop is to reconnect with your true inspiration and to find out what is preventing you from going with the flow of your heart.

Pamela will do a channeling in which she will connect with Jeshua and receive a message from him on how to find the work of your heart and let go of old emotional burdens in the area of self worth and abundance. After the channeling, there will be room for questions and channeled answers.

Gerrit will offer guided meditations which will help you connect with the work of your heart, explore the balance between giving and receiving in your life, and release fear and pain from the past.

SUNDAY    Healing Relationships

To be in a healing relationship brings deep fulfilment, joy and happiness in life. However, when a relationship is not balanced, due to pain, fear or judgement on either side, it can cause great suffering. Often, relationships confront people with their own darkest emotions. What are the prerequisites for a balanced relationship which avoids the pitfalls of emotional dependency or the need to control the other person? How does one attract a healing relationship?

Pamela will do a channeling in which she will connect with Jeshua and/or Mary Magdalene and receive a message on how to develop a healing relationship in which both partners connect with each other body and soul. After the channeling, there will be room for questions and channeled answers. Gerrit will offer guided meditations which will help you explore the balance between male and female energies within yourself, and release old pain in the area of relationships.

Until next time!

Warm regards,

Pamela & Gerrit

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